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What broke first? Was it the little girl broken by hands that said kneel and pray Was it by a touch Was it by words Did the little girl cry Did the little girl hold it inside Did she believe the threats Did she no longer care You wiped your tears and swore to you yourself that you didn’t care anymore Did you swear no one would ever hurt you again Did you wish you were dead Did you wish death He loves you and your journey began

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What broke first?  Was it the words Was it the slap Was it the fist Was it the hand over your mouth Was it that no one heard you scream When you dried your tears you swore to yourself what as you wiped away the blood He loves you and your journey began

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What broke first?  When you lost your child before they were born before they could own this world When your child was taken When you were told you would never be a good mother When you cried for another try and you failed again and you cried and there was no one to help dry your eyes He loves you and your journey began

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What broke first?  When he walked out the door When he said he didn’t love you anymore When you walked in on him and her When you packed your bags and said goodbye didn’t say anything When you cheated on him When you were called slut tramp whore frigid cold When you begged cried pleaded and there was no one to hear He loves you and your journey began

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What broke first?  When you were criticized blamed scorned judged neglected Told you were ugly nappy hair curly hair Too fat too skinny Too black too pale  Never to amount to anything Told you were a liar You were a liar You too quiet too loud Just like your mother Just like your father Just like your mother Your acting like a boy Your not the favorite I should have aborted you You’re adopted He’s not your father Not enough discipline too much When you cried and no one heard He loves you and your journey began

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What broke first?  When you would prove them correct and became rebellious defiant uncontrollable filled with despair rage succumb to temptation contracted a disease sexually life threatening addicting He loves you and your journey began

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What broke first?  When did the hate anxiety depression set it When you lost your job When you lost your home When you were homeless When you lost your wealth your confidence your self esteem your morals your values When you didn’t reach your goals felt lonely felt confused felt guilty felt ashamed fearful When you were broke bruised angry abandoned hurt distrustful dirty raped molested drunk prostituted prostituting abused abusive He loves you and your journey began

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When you lost your self He heard your cries It was journey It is your journey You are walking towards your purpose He loves you Broken Woman He’s healing mending building restoring forgiving comforting you your losses will be your gain removing your pain He felt He feels You’re His child rise up and walk in your purpose Broken Woman You have the ability power choices control You have wisdom hopes dreams You have found Him can find His love is constant tireless unfailing He will give you power strength patience understanding He loves you He has forgiven you covered you by His mercy and grace You are His joy Your fragmented pieces that were destroyed can be put back together He remembers exactly who you are His child He loves you seek Him and you will no longer be

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